Unbearable Suffering: My Battle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp sensation bloomed behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid jolts, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically begin with severe discomfort around one eye that lasts up to several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually start with abrupt, severe agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered 64% of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like many causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Historical medical records propose bizarre treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international medical societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key artery which delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known people.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with acute treatment only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a